Sincerely Not Yours!!!

Hi,

So I have a crush on you and I have no idea what to do about it.

I obviously cannot tell you who I am because it is terribly embarrassing!!!!

I saw you yesterday, you waved and smiled at me, I was tickled. You made my day! I have no idea what this means or if even, I’m just imagining it but I sense that you like me too and that you would like for something to happen. (I’m wrong aren’t I? easily done!!)

This is awkward; I can’t remember the last time I’ve felt like this. I don’t believe I’m in love, it’s not possible, I don’t think!!!

Sooo, I have a crush, I maintain. What to do??!

Please don’t feel you have to explore this if you don’t want to. I know nothing about you and you about me. Most days we are like ships in the night. lol!!! This is crazy!!!

You don’t even know my name. To be honest, I don’t think you even see me!! also, you are not my type, I don’t think, but alas! here I am looking forward to seeing you or your car and once again I am awash with silly emotions that I don’t understand!!!!!

What to do??!!!

Our first interaction was the winter of 2009 on a pavement of snow! but that was the last. You barely acknowledged me until 2012.

It’s not consistent but when we do interact you seem interested. I have stood next to you before and you’ve not uttered a single word to me. You ignored me completely so I figured it was a fluke that you even spoke to me.

I tried to put you out of my mind, but then you saw me while you were driving and you waved at me, then I was confused!! You’ve done this several times!

I don’t think I’m ready for another relationship but every time I see you, something happens, so I am confused, a little!

I am writing this supposedly for you but actually I think it’s for me for reasons and purposes unknown to me!!!

I hope you will find this funny (hilarious) and not funny (weird) because it’s absolutely embarrassing and quite frankly disconcerting!!

Not Yours truly

xx

P.s Not to be shared ever!!!!! With anyone!!!!